Post by Champ on Feb 9, 2010 3:52:08 GMT -5
do any of you feel like no one respects you sometimes?
I feel like no one here in NY respects me. NO ONE listens to anything I say. My friend told me last week that lately I repeat myself all the time. I said, yeah, when you have family, friends and band members who forget about EVERYTHING you tell them, or don't care or have something to important to say, or try to try to outdo everything you say, you'd repeat yourself too. My singer doesn't give a fork about what I think when I have an opinion but always asks me for my opinion anyway. and is SO annoying with. Then my guitarist, who I send a 10 minute email to and doesn't listen to a forkIN WORD I say. Then next rehearsal he still pulls the same forkups. Then, a drummer who tells me he could have forked my ex girlfriend. gee thanks. You could have kept that to yourself. And then, a father who blames everyone else for his problems, who's become a drug addict with prescription meds taking oxy and wearing morphine patches every day for 5 months kind of sucks when you can't argue with him because his doctor is an asshole and gives him prescriptions. Then, has the audacity to call me a retard because of my mental disorder. And a mother who I have a conversation with and asks me the same forkin question 3 more times about some thing I told her about over and over and doesn't listen to a god damn thing I tell her or advice I give her with dieting. Then a friend who breaks up wit his girlfriend and she texts ME about how she wants to kill herself and I give her advice for 2 hours only for her to tell me I'm "not helping. Ok I'll tell you to go fork yourself next time, how about that? Then when I told my friend I tried to help her with advice, first thing he tells me is, yeah well you weren't really helping her or making her feel better. Jesus christ! I could have told her, eat shit, this has nothing to do with me. How about a "thank you" from my friend for being nice to her when she came to HIS friend for advice?!?!
I'm seriously ready to tell everyone to go fork themselves. I've been turning into a bigger prick lately too. I don't give a fork either for a change. For once in my life I have a forkin right to. I'm surrounded by forkin JACKASSES!! They're giving me no choice! It's so forkin frustrating and I wish it didn't have to get to this point. I'm STILL trying to be the nice guy though! Why?
EDIT: and as read this back, I'm sick of seeing myself say "fork" lol. I have to find a new way to curse or substitute for it because my swearing is getting bad
I feel like no one here in NY respects me. NO ONE listens to anything I say. My friend told me last week that lately I repeat myself all the time. I said, yeah, when you have family, friends and band members who forget about EVERYTHING you tell them, or don't care or have something to important to say, or try to try to outdo everything you say, you'd repeat yourself too. My singer doesn't give a fork about what I think when I have an opinion but always asks me for my opinion anyway. and is SO annoying with. Then my guitarist, who I send a 10 minute email to and doesn't listen to a forkIN WORD I say. Then next rehearsal he still pulls the same forkups. Then, a drummer who tells me he could have forked my ex girlfriend. gee thanks. You could have kept that to yourself. And then, a father who blames everyone else for his problems, who's become a drug addict with prescription meds taking oxy and wearing morphine patches every day for 5 months kind of sucks when you can't argue with him because his doctor is an asshole and gives him prescriptions. Then, has the audacity to call me a retard because of my mental disorder. And a mother who I have a conversation with and asks me the same forkin question 3 more times about some thing I told her about over and over and doesn't listen to a god damn thing I tell her or advice I give her with dieting. Then a friend who breaks up wit his girlfriend and she texts ME about how she wants to kill herself and I give her advice for 2 hours only for her to tell me I'm "not helping. Ok I'll tell you to go fork yourself next time, how about that? Then when I told my friend I tried to help her with advice, first thing he tells me is, yeah well you weren't really helping her or making her feel better. Jesus christ! I could have told her, eat shit, this has nothing to do with me. How about a "thank you" from my friend for being nice to her when she came to HIS friend for advice?!?!
I'm seriously ready to tell everyone to go fork themselves. I've been turning into a bigger prick lately too. I don't give a fork either for a change. For once in my life I have a forkin right to. I'm surrounded by forkin JACKASSES!! They're giving me no choice! It's so forkin frustrating and I wish it didn't have to get to this point. I'm STILL trying to be the nice guy though! Why?
EDIT: and as read this back, I'm sick of seeing myself say "fork" lol. I have to find a new way to curse or substitute for it because my swearing is getting bad